Pictures I was sure that I must have scrapped, then looked and found that, shockingly, I hadn't!
You ever find this?
You look and think , blimey, these are a few of my daughters very first pictures and I missed them out!!
Its OK though, I knew I had them, but didn't realise I hadn't documented them as I had wished.
So last week I decided to rectify this.
Its a shame that there isn't more journalling about the feelings at the time, I can remember the moment, but I cant remember everything, just because some of the little things fly out of my head.
But what i wanted to detail I have.
Like, this is the time when normal visitors are not allowed to come onto the ward, this is the Daddy's only slot, 10am-12 noon, just daddy's and as the ward was a 4 bed ward with only me and another lady, it was lovely,
It felt like it was just Jack Bella and I!!
Daddy had gained a life time of confidence in baby holding since leaving the night before and was bursting to hold Bella and be there, be her Daddy, such a wonderful time.
The time before we shared her with the world, the time when she was just ours,
iIloved to share her, but i also loved this time.